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became aware of my channeling ability on February 28 1994,
but the entities who spoke with me required that I experience
first-hand what they taught before they considered me ready
to share the Mysteries of Clear Light. Not until February
1996 did I get word that I should begin to write the information
in the sequence in which it was, and still is, fed into my
mind.
A
few days after I first experienced my connection with other
dimensions, I was enjoying one of the beaches for which
Hawaii is justly famous and, as usual, felt blessed to be
living here. While wading through the tide pools I noticed
a very old impressive looking man sitting on the lava rocks
a short distance away. The sun, reflecting on the wavelets
of these pools, creates mesmerizing ripples that partially
blinded me, so that I could not see the man very clearly
and discounted that he seemed to glow with an inner light.
As I came closer his features and his clothes wavered and
flowed until he resembled some ancient sea god. I was reminded
of the claim that the Hawaiian Islands are the mountaintops
of the mythical continent of Lemuria. This strange apparition
fitted those legends to perfection. Lost in these thoughts,
I would have passed him by, when suddenly a voice spoke
in my mind: -" You are correct", it said, "your
mountains are indeed the tops of some of the highest peaks
of Lemuria and I did live there in one of my incarnations.
The reason I show myself to you now is to begin your training.
It is time that the Mysteries of Clear Light be given back
to humanity. These teachings have been both lost and suppressed
for thousands of years and you vitally need them now."
This
extraordinary being then began describing the nature of
Clear Light: -" Clear Light is the primal essence in
its pristine state. It permeates all Creation. It is the
very nature of the Creator and that which the Creator uses
to bring everything into existence out of Himself. It is
unlimited potential awaiting birth and exists, eternally
unchanging, holding all possibilities and outcomes in perfect
balance. It remains dormant and without definition until
acted on by focused consciousness. When a thought, word
or action is directed at it by any intelligent life, such
a stimulus instantly activates the Clear Light and causes
it to take the form of whatever is projected. We will not
specify which intelligent life forms can activate the primal
essence since there are many more than you realize at this
time. Only know that you are one of them and although you
are not yet aware of it, you have always had the ability
to create whatever you needed out of Clear Light. Your Self,
your I AM consciousness, is the director of this unlimited
energy. This I AM consciousness is in everything that exists,
from the smallest particle to beings vast beyond imagining,
since each in turn is part of the Creator. God is always
aware of Itself therefore we, who are one with His nature,
are also self aware."
Before
going any further with my story, I'd like to describe the
Clear Light as I came to experience it during the subsequent
two years of practice and training. Lately, some movies
have shown special effects that mimic some of the aspects
of that creative essence, but do not come close to its total
manifestation. In the movie "Stargate" we were
shown a so-called "dimensional portal" that looked
like a curtain of quivering fluid substance, intangible
but shimmering like a mirror in motion. In "Abyss",
we saw a curious living water extending a tentacle to explore
the ship. The Clear Light, as I have experienced it, to
some degree resembles these effects but is infinitely more.
I have had it appear twenty to fifty feet above my head,
looking like an umbilical cord or a tube filled with a glowing
substance. At times it has fallen on me seemingly out of
nowhere and surrounded me. At those times I am spiritually
revitalized, while at the same time feeling accelerated
at the cellular level as though a continuous stream of energy
had enveloped, cleansed and renewed me. When I experience
this living cocoon of energy I become part of its substance
and feel and see as it does. Though crystal clear, the light
can, under certain stimuli, take on colors or become cloudy.
I asked:
-"Why does space appear black if the creative essence
itself is clear?" -"The apparent blackness you
perceive is a frequency of photonic activity that occurs
in a range your human eye does not register. The fact that
you do see some photons as light is an exception rather
than a universal rule. As soon as anything manifests it
leaves the singularity and becomes dual, thus light and
darkness. Even though God is all there is, manifestation
causes the illusion of separation. That is why duality pervades
all Creation. Each fragment, which was one in and with the
Creator, now perceives itself as being dual: itself and
all else. In its new state of duality, each fragment assumes
two aspects: 1) total oneness with the All, and 2) separation
from the All. It therefore vibrates back and forth endlessly,
from limitation to potentiality. It is this constant motion
that maintains the dynamic energy of the universe. Now focus
if you will on the resemblance between manifest Creation
and a hologram. When a hologram is projected by means of
lasers, it takes the form of a three dimensional representation,
which you can rotate and examine from all sides. Should
you happen to break the plate, you would discover that each
piece, no matter how small, when acted on by the laser would
show the entire picture just as the original did. The only
differences are size and the fact that, as the pieces become
smaller the definition becomes blurred. Isn't it interesting
that your definition of reality has also become quite blurred?
"
Having
thus satisfied my curiosity, the teacher, as I now thought
of him, led me in some exercises. -"Stand still",
he said, "and visualize a tube of perfectly clear light
falling on you as though it were water and extending several
feet beyond your body." Within moments I became aware
of a substance descending on and surrounding me. It was
soothing, pleasantly warm, while at the same time my body
felt tingly and energized. At the teacher's request I then
concentrated, trying to absorb the fullness of the experience
while avoiding all extraneous thought. The light appeared
to vary: at one moment it was as clear as a perfect diamond,
only to shimmer into opalescence while evanescent rainbows
moved through it. Then it became clear again, but now milky
cirrus-like tendrils drifted through it, while occasional
many-colored sparkles danced like fireflies both on the
surface and through the substance of the column of Clear
Light. The teacher explained to me that as the light comes
in contact with a person's aura, it takes on the characteristics
of that person. What I had observed were the reactions of
the light to my own emanations. It therefore is important
never to summon the power of the light, when feeling anger,
fear or other negative emotions, since these would instantly
reflect back on you. Instead, when calling on the light,
one should always be centered and relaxed. A good way of
achieving the proper frame of mind is to play or listen
to music, since this tends to bring about a harmonious and
joyful mood. Conscious breathing achieves a similar effect.
The important thing is to be as empty of thoughts and emotions
as you are able, while simultaneously trying to achieve
a state of relaxed attentiveness."
"
We will frequently mention the self. This may be a difficult
concept for you to understand. To that end try instead to
place your attention on your heart, not as the muscle that
moves your blood but as the center of divine love and wisdom
in your body, your point of connection with the All Being.
Contrary to what you may think the heart is not the center
of emotions. Your solar plexus fills that role. Your heart
transcends emotions; it is the altar where the Divine interfaces
with the portion of Itself that you are. It is the physical
location where you and the Divine Presence are one whenever
you have a body. This simple truth is unknown to most people,
since so many of you do not know who you are. However, in
every period of history a segment of humanity has always
retained the ability to experience this firsthand. Long
ago the seeds were sown so that every race and culture would
always have access to the knowledge of Divine attunement.
Unfortunately, too often, humanity has distorted the simple
facts that would have easily directed it toward the correct
attitude of alignment with its own divine self, the "at-one-ment"
with the Source of all life. As soon as it relearns to direct
its attention into its own heart, mankind will remember
its role in Creation and act accordingly. It is this memory
lapse, this disconnection that has separated you from the
Source and caused you to feel lost and excluded from Life.
That very yearning for oneness and wholeness has ever been
the impetus which propels you to seek the Ineffable."
"
The search for completeness has prompted humankind to indulge
in the pursuit of materialism, science, religion, philosophy
and art. In the heart of every creature resides the desire
to function optimally at its particular level of existence.
You have the innate perception, that in order to accomplish
this, you must have unity with your "true self".
Deep in your being, behind the veil of personality, there
is an inborn desire to have a purpose, to be useful. This
desire surfaces almost daily in your life whether you recognize
it or not. It is a tendency all existence has in common.
Life everywhere is united in the yearning to be part of
a greater whole, to live for it and to serve its cause."
I was
then taught to adjust the diameter of the tube of Clear
Light, which surrounded me. I was able to make it extend
to approximately twenty feet, then to focus it into a beam
a few inches across, which I was asked to direct into my
crown chakra or pineal gland. As I experimented with it,
it became obvious that the size of the tube had no relationship
with how it felt to me. What did affect the intensity of
the Presence I felt and the results I experienced, was the
strength with which I was able to focus my attention. The
teacher who explained that it is the function of the self-conscious
mind to call and direct the universal substance confirmed
this perception. Therefore, by having a specific single-minded
intent together with the corresponding constructive emotion,
one awakens the primal essence out of its dormant state
and brings it into manifestation in the form of one's choice.
Remember that the visible originates in the invisible. Therefore
whatever you manifest originates in the formless void of
the uncreated. Think of that state as the Womb of Creation.
In
general humanity is fairly indecisive in regard to what
it expects from life. Furthermore, those of you who do have
a clear picture of what you want to have or to accomplish,
frequently undermine your ability to manifest it due to
a lack of confidence, a feeling of unworthiness, or a dichotomy
in your intentions and emotions. You cannot create if your
emotions contradict your desires. Also, as often happens,
you may have negative feelings towards someone. If you attempt
to create anything for yourself while feeling for instance
that you want to deny that opportunity to a neighbor, you
will defeat yourself. Jealousy, envy or anger will unfailingly
attract to you what you wished for others. Even critical
thoughts directed at anyone will limit or obstruct your
own path. It is important that you grant everyone, in your
own thoughts, the very best that you yourself would wish
to receive. Once you learn to do that, nothing can be denied
you.
The
tendency toward judgment is one of the most insidious stumbling
blocks to your progress. To free yourself, you must first
free the world around you. It is your current misconception
that you think you will have more if someone else has less;
not so! The bounty of Creation is infinite. You are, all
of you, Christ-like limitless beings and only when you have
had enough of pretending that you are not, will you remember
your true nature. All things, from a planet to an ant, are
children of I AM. It is irrelevant whether or not you believe
this. What matters is that it IS so. And the immanence of
this divine truth is the reason why the statement: "the
truth shall set you free", is literally correct and
relevant. Truth is a Universal Constant. It is never relative.
However, its expression and application are ever expanding
and perpetually changing.
While
reviewing what I had learned, I was baffled by an apparent
contradiction. Earlier I was told that the optimal way of
entering the Clear Light was by being empty of thoughts
and emotions; yet now I was supposed to use my self-conscious
mind to bring what I wanted out of the limitless void. How
could I be focused and empty at the same time?
"
When you start your car, explained the teacher, you turn
the key just long enough for the engine to catch. If you
kept pressure on the key, you would burn out the starter.
In the same vein, before you call up the Clear Light, relax,
empty your mind and let go. Then focus on what you desire
and, if that desire is harmless, you will manifest it. You
may ask for change, growth, abundance, health, understanding
or anything you want, provided it derives from a positive
attitude. A positive attitude is one that does no harm.
So, once more, this is the sequence you should follow: first
formulate your intention; next imagine very specifically
what you want to create, visualize it as though it had already
occurred and you could actually see it right there in front
of you. Having done this intently for a few moments, release
all your thoughts and feelings, simply ask the Clear Light
to fill and surround you and send your wish "package"
on its way into the universe with no more emotion than you
would put a letter into the mail box. Then put it out of
your thoughts, get out of the way and allow the creative
impetus to do what it does best. As for you, just breathe
deeply and flow with your inner peace, knowing you will
be filled. The Clear Light delights in serving you, the
child of Creation; acceding to your desires is its responsibility,
which it fulfills in a non-judgmental and impersonal manner.
All you need to do is set it in motion and the original
essence will give itself to all life equally and lovingly.
Since it IS God and issues from God, it will in due time
return to itself, having accomplished its purpose. Therefore,
there is only willingness and joy in the performance of
the Divine dance, knowing that Creation learns by experiencing
itself."
"We
have spoken of the fulfillment of wishes," the ascended
being now said, "but there will be times when you feel
no desire at all. Such a frame of mind is natural but does
not preclude your enjoying the benefits of the Clear Light.
On those occasions, when you have no particular goal, you
can always call on the sacred creative fire, the Clear Light
and just ask it to give you what it knows you need. Containing
as it does all love, all wisdom and all power, the Clear
Light loves you more than you love yourself and will never
harm you. It will, however, respect your free will and allow
you to harm yourself if you insist on it. Left to Itself,
God's creative essence will automatically guide you to the
highest levels of joy and freedom. It knows no limitations
and perceives all life as perfect and whole. Only you set
needless limits. Do instead entrust yourself and your world
to the light's loving care. Don't you believe that the Great
Spirit, Creator of worlds and Guide of their destinies,
can assist your life's path? Open your heart and allow yourself
to be guided by what it reveals to you. It is time for you
to accept who you are and to act on it. As you empty yourself,
the Clear Light will fill you with blessings beyond your
wildest imaginings, since its perspective is immeasurably
vaster than yours."
"There
are, among you, those who have the courage and the faith
to submit to Life and let it love them, guide them and take
care of them in every way. It is for these, that the teachings
have now come."
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